I started to realise that I'm starting to forget how to live that very moment when I realise that I lost u.
That raya wasn't a raya for us. It became the day we lost ourselves remembering the dearest love whom we had lost. The suffer is real but I know we are not the only one to suffer the same torment.
None of us had new clothes for the raya, I bought some chips just for the sake of serving the visitors. That raya feels nothing more than just an ordinary day.
How I wish I captured more lovely moments to keep as mementos of us, and how I even wish I could say more lovely words to u that last raya. How I wish I could....
But I keep everything tight and I hope He takes care of u better there.