Saturday, June 10, 2017

Another mundane trip

I went to Kenanga Mall today. Wasn't that much of a thrill. Were supposed to buy a few things for raya but there wasn't much of mood.

Turn out I didn't buy anything but a tudung just for the sake of at least I bought something here.

We are still in the month of Ramadan, still having a hard time trying to accept the fact that Ame is no longer here with us in such a month with yet another celebration to come is really a hard thing to do.

Turning over a new page is hard when u are still reading the current page. Yeah, I guess that sums it up but there's no way I could ever do this.

So I guess, there's no Raya this year.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Last program of the month

It's a wrap. Three programmes consecutively in a month!

Wasn't that hard if u have a great teammates with great help from Allah too.

So our HM is already in his retirement live starting from today. He was happy I can see it, it was a sorrowful moment having to let go of a wonderful head of the school but life has to go on..

Selamat bersara guru besar..

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Gloomy day for a teacher

It's teachers' day again.

Didn't have that much of mood but I borrowed some from the feeling of celebrating last teachers' day for our HM and Makcik Mah..

I remembered last year when I was having the same assembly this morning. Ibu gave me a call.. I've got a missed call from Ame, he wanted to say Selamat Hari Guru but I didn't pick up because his call was so early in the morning, he made that call before going to school.

Untuk kesekian kalinya luruh juga air mata ini..

Eventually ibu wished on behalf of him...

So harini,I waited for a wish. That wish which I'll never forget but shall never get from the person I miss the most.. 

Sunday, May 14, 2017

His final wish comes true.

For such a young guy.

He made a wish to have black memorial tombstone..

He said that to the most trusted member whom he knew will made his wish comes true.

He was very fond of black. He looked nice in black, and even nicer place with a touch of his favourite colour...

Asal kau tau ye Ame, ibu NEVER pass A SINGLE day NOT shedding a tear after u've gone...

His final wish comes true.

For such a young guy.

He made a wish to have black memorial tombstone..

He said that to the most trusted member whom he knew will made his wish comes true.

He was very fond of black. He looked nice in black, and even nicer place with a touch of his favourite colour...

Asal kau tau ye Ame, ibu NEVER pass A SINGLE day NOT shedding a tear after u've gone...

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Waffles

Yesterday marks the fourth month. But still,I'm amidst of believing what had happened and what should've happened.

Mind is a little bit chaotic in there but trust me, I don't want it to be like this either.

I won't try to get a replacement for what I've lost nor replacing what is lost but for me, what's most important is to understand and to communicate.

I don't blame you for wasting that piece of waffles but I blamed myself for trying to make you the person I've longed.

Trust me, this is going to take forever bcoz nobody can ever be you.

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Nazir

Last week was hectic. Sama macam minggu MQE dolu2.

Tapi kali ni, we are on our own. Nobody to back us up or tell us what to do.

But luck was with us, we managed to get some (oh really?) compliments from the nazir officers.

But one thing I'm not satisfied is, can what they suggest be carried out in our school? OUR SCHOOL? I doubt. But im gonna work it out.

Just to try something different, something new.

Ps: wefeing with le nazirs.