"You admire a Celebrity that doesn't know you exist while you forget the ONE that made you exist"
okay, that piece of advice stroke this heart like a thunder out of nowhere in the misty yet clear night..
and, i shall then ask myself, am i being fair??
i guess i ought to go back to the original path...the path i've walked for so long,, venturing into the new mean of pleasure is suffocating...
moment to ponder...Allahuakbar... Astaghfirullah~ T_T