suka duka perjalanan projek kami ni, atas dasar memenuhi kehendak asimen, menjadikan kami separuh zombai (inibukansalaheja) untuk beberapa hari, minggu dan hampir bulan (for certain people)!
rest... is all we need, but with quite a number of assignments, (science and olahsepakterajangraga and all sorts of reflections) i think, the rest might be postponed a bit..
tadi pergi kelas dah macam sekadar memenuhi kewajipan untuk berada di situ untuk beberapa waktu, dan habis je, terus bla balik bilik, ingatkan nak tido, rupenye asimen panggil suh siapkan die dulu.. memang tak kesian langsung la kau ni asimen... T_T
nak citer juga pasal last night's performance (as a reminder for myself) ngeee~
and it wasn't really myself, yang suke let my clothes laying on dirts, i hate it, but, nnti, i'll be in the dirt as well.. so, ade la beberapa kali i purposely jatuh2 kan diri, buat macam nenek tua kerepot tak rot, maybe posessed by the character as well, tahniah kepada makeup artish yang memekapkan muke aku seburuk mungkin... err,, dan mase staging, peluh mencurah2 ibarat koko mencurah2 ke ladang gandum and i'm sure the audience can see all those sweats rolling over my cheek, my eyes err,, yucks!
and, with the staging as well, i discovered my own self too...some scraps that i need to put together to become a personality of the ME... and i observed my friends too, well, people are of personalities and traits kan,, memang susah nak define if we didn't have anything assigned to him/her.. macam tu la pernah terdengar pepatah kata, kalau nak kenal kawan kita, bawaklah dia mengembara.... kembara tu, tak semestinya perpindahan jasad dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain, ye dak? asimen ni pun kira kembara, (bagi i lah) and,, i dare say, the performance was made of sweat and tears... people cry but nobody sees... and i am thankful for this assignment though it made my life busy, i get to know the real people that i'm with..
if i'm not a runner,
better be a thinker...
sekarang, masa merefleksi, perut lapar minta diisi,
jenuh otak membuat kira-kira, nak tulis apa yang dikata,
minor mistakes here and there, tahniah audiens yang dapat menghadirkan diri ke dewan malam tadi, mcm terharu dengar org ketawa2 bagi respons untuk persembahan yang disajikan...
dikatakan, ini Salehuddin al Arifahi..
kacak bergaya pada awalnya,
perut buncit misai bergulung pada akhirnya.
lakonan bersahaja penuh bergaya,
memancing hadirin jenuh ketawa.
p/s: a fren of mine said that, you should be proud that people are now trying to make life into your dead words.. (words aren't something alive pun kan) so, Alhamdulilah, it works! the words are printed to actions! memang masterpiece!
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