being the only child of 4 siblings.

i'm gonna have dayyyzzz of loneliness here in this very home sweet home..

i supposed, age is now becoming one of a big separator between siblings...

i'm 'honoured' to have been awarded the title "ANAK TUNGGAL DARIPADA 4 BERADIK"

...................................................................................................but that what makes me sad the most....

trying to adjust myself in the new condition....

gonna be the only child in the house...ohhh~

well,,,abang won't be spending holidays at home..he just don't have it..

La will be home this coming 14th december (still a long way to go~)

Ameer ... well,, he'll spending his holidays for this one month more or less in the somewhere just nearby but.....he still won't be home..

aargh~~

okay...should i let the house be in a mess?

coz that's what i said just now to my mother.."let the house be a bit messy so that we wont realise the emptiness...(well,, that's just a very fat white lie!)

should i just watch the television?

i supposed, i would be very sad watching it alone..

meanwhile, there's nobody to tease, nobody to have food-fight with, nobody to accompany me playing computer games, nobody to ........ ARGHH!!

should i???

ooohhh,,,arghh!!

see? how being lonely have affected me a lot!

...and the house is sooooooooo quiet....T_T