the loss..

this morning. i woke up very early..

earlier than the time when my alarm clock should wake me..

but i dozed off again..

it's windy.

it's chilling..

then..

it's thundering..

very loud and horrifying..

rain is pouring again...and again..

i switched off the fan when i taught i'm switching off the lights..

so?

i taught the thunder have resulted to the blackouts!

but.. i slept well..

very well..

woke up again..

strode fast to the washroom..

aahh,,,i'm feeling very energetic and it's very refreshing...

upon reaching the door,,

i saw something..

under the washing 'platform'...

it's motionless...

i taught it's sleeping..

i sprinkled some water..

no response...

the stillness.....suggested that...

IT'S DEAD...

and i feel terrible...

it's my most beloved kitten in the hostel..

the one with the black and brownish colour..

i named it...Ha-face...

I'M SAD..

i took the body..

it's raining...

i have no hoe..

i dumped it in the rubbish bin..

I FEEL BAD..

DAMNED BAD...