Being strong for the time being is being able to not cry while having him in thought.
Being strong is being able to defeat tendency to cry upon seeing ibu cry while talking about him.
Being strong is being able to do all the things, the chores and the habits of him pretending you are not being sad.
Being strong is being able to pay a visit to him and able to talk to him without being shaky..
Being strong is being able to talk about him without dropping a tear.
And being strong is to believe that Allah has a better plan for the family.
And above all, I am not strong. Yet. Really.