the wish of a witch

i don't want to be involved and yet i have...

i don't want to leave anybody and yet i have to..

i want to be happy.again.like i always do and yet there's too many things to ponder..

i want to be free from this problem and i regret of being involved..

everything have to be put to its end

but what is that 'everything'?

when everything is actually nothing,

you'll find the complexity of life..

if i could work out the words instead of all the smiles,

will it be understood??

i wish i could again,, smile and walk away

but i don't want to say goodbye..

if i could give it a try,

and take care of every things around me..

life could be better..

but should i?

when it comes to truth,,

people might die the most painful death...

now i wish i am really an evil witch....