pretending..

i guess what i've been asking and wondering before the days my title as a JPP is officially being expired has come true...

you know what i've been asking??

read this in a very cute manner..

"nanti lepas kita dah tak jadi JPP, kita masih boleh jadi kawan kan??"

well,, it sounds ridiculous why i've been asking that same question to

the JPP members..i guess i've been afraid to accept the fact that...

there's no such thing as a long-lasting friendship without commitments from each other...hmm,,how to explain this? anybody??

i'll try to explain this precisely as what i mean...

hmm...if you don't have anything to say to your friend,, anything but nothing, the friendship will be gone as well,,trust me...same goes to commitment..once you are in one community, you'll have to support each other through ups and downs..and this will end at the end of the membership of the community, this is what i called commitment-based relationship.....but if you have the tendency to be involved in feelings throughout the relationship that has been built, you will handle it with care...haha...

i might be wrong...but this is what i am thinking...it might be different from what you have in mind..forgive me if this sounds irritating..

that's what happened to me..

pretending not to know each other when you have been knowing and spending most of the time together is really hurting...

p/s: ''there's no such thing as stupid question''..Mr. Muhaimi..

i guess he's right afterall...