PeLiKkaH HaKu?

actually,,ntahla..smlm baru ak meluahkan perasaan kepada beberapa teman..alhamdulillah,,dalam kacau bilau kehidupan dunia, ak masih mempunyai sahabat yang setia membimbing daku taktkala dalam keresahan..

hidup tak selalu indah,,tapi yang indah itu, akan sentiasa hidup dalam lipatan.....kain??otak??huh,,lu pikirlaa seniri...

tetiba,

aku rasa malu.....

malu kenape??

malulaaa...tak reti nak xplain......

alaaa,,,,cerita jelaaa...

huh......

ko niee!!!

yela2......


cmni ceritanyer....

skarang,, ak bukan ape,, just ak malu dgn diri sniri..bukan sbb ak malu tak pake baju ke, malu sbb takde hidung ke,, malu sbb jln senget ke,, ape ke,,bukan........

aku malu dgn perempuan.....

aik?? ko bukan perempuan ke??

hei!! ak perempuanlaaa.....

huh~


sng cerita,,,,cmni ah....

skrang,, time hormon2 yg pelik2 ni mule menjengah dalm bdn ak,,mmg ah normal kalu seorang perempuan tu,,suke kan seseorang yg bernama lelaki kan?? normal ahh.....tapi,,ak tak rase ni normal....

well,,mmg ak pelik....

peduli ape ak!

contohnyer cmni,,,

if i am admiring someone,,, at the time being,,looking at another girls who simply looks more beautiful than me, stylish, outspoken or rather the soft-spoken ones, more intelligent than me....i started comparing myself to thee.....how i am really nothing at all,,not compatible to like anybody,, simply soo disgusting,, ooohh yucks!

i just simply got my gut blown off.....the feeling of liking the 'someone' simply fades off......huh~ just because i think,, i am such,,really,,extremely nothing when compared to the gurls who are better than me....am i the only person who have such an absurd feeling like this???

i feel annoyed of myself, unexpressed by thousands of words,, but i think,, there are somebody out there who can understand me...i know...someone,,,please,,understand me...

sound desperate huh? yeah!

well,,,,,,,

i dunno, whether the time has yet come for me to like someone seriously,,,all this time,, i was just being fooling around, doing nothing,,feel free to like and admire those people who had managed to impress me in any ways..huh~ what a foolish!

tapi,,terima ksih kpd kengkawan yg smlm tlh berusaha menaikkan semangat ak....
kata mereka...

lelaki yg mmndg pd kecantikan luaran itu,,sesungguhnya bukanla lelaki yg baik...ape yg tak terlihat itu,, (hati) adalah kecantikan yang hakiki....sekiranya mereka menyedari...

tp,,

yg plg best skli,,,bila diorang ckp cmni....

weh,,

kalu kite berhias2 beria2 ni,,,pakai sume yg ada,,lelaki dah tgk dah,,kite pakai ape2 pun dah tak surprise...tapi,,kalu kie simpan utk berhias kpd "yg berhak" nanti,,barulah itu akn jadi hadiah kite kpd "dia"....haha,,,nmpk cm takde bende,,tapi,,,,aku rasa,,ade betulnya di sebalik kata2 mereka yg lbih kurang cmtu ah,,haha

post ak kali ni,,pjg dari bese ek??

haha,,peduli ape,,blog ak,,ske hati ah!

thanks for reading.....

hakunamatata........

adios..